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Psychological interpretation
John 18 read psychologically: the garden of Gethsemane is the prepared, disciplined mind that can hold attention in the drowsy state. To the crowd seeking Jesus of Nazareth the voice answers 'I am He' and they fall to the ground; Judas (Judah, praise) goes out quickly and commits suicide: one dies to the former concept of self and lives as the saviour one has found, with joy.
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Bible wordings
John 18:4 | Whom seek ye?
John 18:8 | I have told you that I am He: if therefore ye seek me, let these go their way
John 13:27 | That thou doest, do quickly
Own wordings
The suicide of Judas is nothing more than changing your concept of yourself
a garden is a properly prepared plot of ground, it is not a wasteland
You are in your garden of Gethsemane or prepared mind
In other words, go out and commit suicide
let these go, but do not let me go