A man of fifty-four whose mother died in the thirties; he tried to kill himself, failed, and was put in an asylum for the mildly insane. He ran away, the police brought him back, the asylum would not have him and he was set free. He lives in a tent in the hills on a hundred dollars a month from a twenty-thousand-dollar trust, washing cars and doing odd jobs, and when he saves a few dollars he goes off to the desert to hunt gold - his prospecting act. Approaching a hill with not a soul in sight for miles, he heard a voice say 'I AM'. Startled, he looked round; it repeated, louder. He thought it must be a helicopter with a public-address system and looked up at an empty sky. The fourth time it said: 'Do not come up here, I AM.' Curious, he climbed, and found a four-foot rattler stretched out and staring at him - uncoiled, therefore harmless - and he ran. Neville reads it as Exodus 3 happening now: Eddie heard, as everyone will one day hear, as coming from without what is actually whispered from within. Not 'I am this' or 'I am that' - simply I AM. And had a thousand people stood beside him, he alone would have heard it.
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Exodus 3:14 | go and say, I AM hath sent you
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Do not come up here, I AM
he heard, as coming from without, what really was whispered from the depths of his soul
my prospecting act
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So Eddie, living in a tent up in the hills — that’s his home, a tent — with a trust fund of $20,000 paying him $100 a month
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as he was approaching the hill in the distance he heard a voice say, “I AM.” He was startled — he looked around, not a soul in sight for miles around. The voice repeated itself, this time louder: “I AM.”
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If he had a thousand people around him, he, and he alone, would have heard it — that’s scripture. Only the one who has the experience hears it.
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he is fifty-four years old, and in the ’30s his mother died, and he tried to commit suicide, but he failed, and he was put into an asylum for the mildly insane. He felt himself an outcast, a social outcast, and unwanted.
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