Neville's own demonstration, and the one he tells more often than any other. Drafted and stationed two thousand miles from home, he applied for a discharge and the application came back disapproved - signed, in the tellings that name him, by Colonel Theodore Bilbough Jr. He did not pray to be let out. He sat on the army cot and assumed instead that he was sleeping in his own bed in his own home in New York City, staying in it until it took on all the tones of naturalness and reality; then in imagination he got off that bed, looked through the window east and west at what he would see were it true, walked through the apartment, went back to bed and lost consciousness in that state. At about four in the morning there came before his eyes a smooth sheet of paper resembling the application, and a hand from the wrist down holding a pen; the pen scratched out the word Disapproved and wrote in, in bold script, the word Approved. Then a voice said: that which I have done, I have done. Do nothing. He did nothing, and nine days later the very officer who had disapproved it called him in and gave him an honourable discharge, writing the same word in the same bold type - the outer confirmation of what had already been settled in the depth of his soul. He keeps one further detail attached to it: the friend who corrected the manuscript of his book had never had a vision, and persuaded him to cut the episode out, on the grounds that readers would think they needed a vision to make the law work. So it is missing from the book and he tells it from the platform instead. What he was saved from he states without softening - to him the army was the most confined, restricted state he had ever known, and the whole vast world is a world of freedom.
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That which I have done I have done. Do nothing!
the pen scratched out the word “Disapproved”
I was released, honorably released, in nine days
Egypt means Camp Polk, Louisiana
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LectureBelieve Him In
Nine days later, the very one who disapproved my application called me into his presence
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The hand held a pen, and the pen scratched out the word “Disapproved” and it wrote in the word in big bold type “Approved.” Then the voice said to me, “That which I have done I have done. Do nothing!” So I did nothing.
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LectureBelieve Him In
I simply sat on the army bed, but in my Imagination, I said to myself, “I am sleeping right now in my own home on my own bed in New York City.”
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“Neville, if you tell this experience people will think that they must have that experience in order to be saved. And so let us eliminate the experience.” So I did.
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One thing I made very sure to myself: I’m not here on furlough. I’m not on furlough; I am here honorably discharged. [...] no AWOL, I am honorably discharged, and this is no furlough.
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LectureThe Holy One
And I knew, in spite of that wonderful man, who was my colonel, he had no choice in the matter. No, not even if at that very moment he had to drop dead in the world and his successor would sign the thing, it would make no difference to me
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the arm came out, right to the elbow, it held a pen, and it scratched out “Disapproved” and it boldly wrote in above it “Approved.” Then I heard the voice of God. It’s my own voice in the depth of my soul
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So I walked for the next nine days in the assumption that it was done. If there was any goldbricker in this world, I was it.
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It did not scratch out my colonel’s name; it left the authority of my colonel just as it was. It simply revoked his decision, and a greater authority which was the hand of God wrote in “APPROVED”
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I do not know of any odor in this world comparable to the odor of a child, I do not know it. I can’t conceive of any odor—perfumes, flowers, all these things are lovely—but the odor of a baby.
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