How do I know when? Let me share with you an experience . . I do not think the lady is here tonight . . she has been coming here recently, and she wrote me a letter, and she said, “I did not understand your books; they were given recently to me by a lady who brought me to your meetings. I’ve only been coming to your meetings recently, and I will come, I think, until the end.” Well, they are not here tonight, but I will tell the story. She said, “The night before last” . . and her letter is dated the 11th of June, so this is the 9th of June . . “in my dream I found myself standing on the corner waiting for a streetcar or a bus, and they came by and the crowds got on, and I let everyone go by. And I wondered to myself, ‘If across the way, from the apartment house, someone is seeing me standing here, they will wonder, What’s wrong with that woman? She could have boarded one of these buses to take her to her destination.’ And here I am, waiting.”100 ¶14