Now, another one came today. He said, “I did my home work as it were. I sat in my living room and went through an imaginal scene that was personal, something that I want to achieve in this world of Caesar. When I satisfied myself with the feeling that it was accomplished, I simply basked in the feeling for awhile, just simply bathed in it. Then, while I was in it I retained the feeling and suddenly I find myself now a ball of light, a small ball of light, at the top of my head. But below stretching into infinity is an abyss. And this ball of light can go in any direction all over this infinite abyss. I am not only the ball that can move in the abyss. I am the abyss…I am both. Then suddenly I as the ball and I as this enormous infinite abyss begin to contract, and we are contracting and contracting, and finally we are all contracted in my skull. Now I am concerned…I feel I am going to burst which seems the opposite of what we think of here, because expansion would be bursting, not contracting. But here, I’m contracting, and I’m entertaining the thought, well, I’ll burst! So to stop it, I opened my eyes in this world and broke it.”844 ¶20