After Neville said from the platform that he loved to hear that anyone had seen him die, Carter told him the Judas death-vision, and Neville replied that he is Judas. [Date evidence: between Carter's vision (c. 1969, three years before Neville's death) and Neville's death (Oct 1972)]
I didn't tell it to Neville for a long time, because it was so grisly. Then, when he said from the platform, I love to hear that anyone has seen me die. One night I found it in Scripture, so I told him, and he said, Yes, I am Judas.
Neville (as quoted): "I love to hear that anyone has seen me die. [and, on being told the vision:] Yes, I am Judas."
- Source: Neville Goddard The Frank Carter Lectures (ngr32__carter — Frank Carter, first-hand)
- Source: Neville Goddard The Frank Carter Lectures ¶24 (Carter's first-hand narration of the vision and the telling, NGR ep.32)
During the years after Carter's vision, Neville repeatedly said from the lecture platform that he would love to hear that someone had seen him die, but Carter could not bring himself to tell his dream. [Date evidence: repeated from the platform in the window between Carter's vision (c. 1969) and Neville's death (Oct 1972)]
all that time he was saying from the platform, I'd love to hear that you have seen me die. Well, I kept hearing him say this, but I still could not bring myself to tell him this awful dream which I had had.
Neville (as quoted): "I'd love to hear that you have seen me die."
- Source: Neville Goddard The Frank Carter Lectures (ngr27__carter — Frank Carter, first-hand)
After finding the Acts 1 account of Judas's death, Carter phoned Neville (with Mrs. Goddard on the extension), told him the dream and said 'you're Judas'; Neville affirmed it, expounded the two scriptural traditions of Judas's death, and twice declared that Judas betrayed the messianic secret. [Date evidence: the morning after Carter found the Judas passage in Acts 1; sometime between the death-vision (c. late 1960s) and Neville's death (Oct 1972) — no closer anchor] [Place: telephone call]
I got on the phone and I called him. I got his wife on the phone too, on the extension. I wanted her to hear this. I told him the dream and I said, you're Judas. And he said, yes. Judas betrayed the messianic secrets. He went on to say, God entered this world by committing suicide. ... Neville went on to say, In the Orient, the honorable suicide is to disembowel yourself. ... Before Neville hung up, he said once more, Judas betrayed the messianic secret.
Neville (as quoted): "Yes. Judas betrayed the messianic secrets. ... God entered this world by committing suicide. ... In the Orient, the honorable suicide is to disembowel yourself. ... Judas betrayed the messianic secret."
- Source: Neville Goddard The Frank Carter Lectures (ngr45__carter — Frank Carter, first-hand)
In the period after Carter's vision Neville repeatedly said from the lecture platform that he loved to hear that people had seen him die. [Date evidence: habitual platform saying during the window between Carter's vision (c. 1969) and Neville's death (Oct 1972); variant later in the document: "I’d love to hear that anyone has seen me die"]
Well the dream was so grisly that I simply couldn’t tell him and yet at that time he was saying from the platform, “I love to hear that you have seen me die”. Well I kept hearing him say this, but I still couldn’t bring myself to tell him this awful dream which I’d had.
Neville (as quoted): "I love to hear that you have seen me die"
- Source: Neville Goddard The Frank Carter Lectures (sd1601__carter-cwb — Frank Carter, first-hand)
Neville asked Barry to go teach in San Francisco in his stead — offering no money but praising his presentability, articulateness, and literate case-history write-ups — and put his San Francisco mailing list at Barry's disposal. [Date evidence: late 1959 — Barry moved to San Francisco on New Year's Day 1960] [Place: Los Angeles]
Anyway, he asked me that night if I would go to San Francisco and teach. I said, “I don’t know anything about teaching. [...] He said, “The principle proves itself in performance. I can’t give you a nickel, but you’re presentable and articulate. You understand this obviously from the case histories you’ve sent me. And when you write, it’s literate. I don’t have to rephrase it. I can put this just as you wrote it. I can put it in a book. [...] I would like you to go there. I’ll give you my list. He said, “Do you have a list? I said, “A list of what?
Neville (as quoted): "The principle proves itself in performance. I can’t give you a nickel, but you’re presentable and articulate. [...] I would like you to go there. I’ll give you my list. [...] Do you have a list?"
- before 1969 (possible)
- c. December 1959 (probable)
- 25 June 1969 (doubtful)
- 3 March 1972 (doubtful)
- 25 June 1969 (doubtful)
- Source: Freedom Barry Neville Goddard (sd1575__barry — Freedom Barry, first-hand)
- Source: Test Him and See ¶44 (There’s only one friend of mine in this area to whom I have given my list, and I recommend him one thousand per cent; and if you are on my list, you will be on his list, because he teaches what I teach.)
- Source: Justified States ¶22 (I will not give you any money, but I will give you my mailing list of five hundred; it’s a live list, and you send out my list, and when I go, I will tell them that I allowed you to have my list, and I will get behind you in that manner, but not in any o…)
18 October 1969(refuted)- 27 October 1967
- Source: Love Divided From Imagination (expanded "The Cup of Experience") ¶24 (If that chronological order that Bob and I followed is the order, and I’m convinced that it is, then Benny must, on the 6th or approximately the 6th of March bring forth David.)
- 7 April 1969
19 April 1969(refuted)- 7 April 1969
- Source: The Battle of Armageddon ¶42 (My daughter on her first trip out, she was only sixteen. She had to wait until she was sixteen to drive a car, and we bought her a second-hand car, a nice little Buick.)
- before 1969 (possible)
- before 1954
28 March 1969(refuted)- 1954
- Source: The Pruning Shears of Revision ¶7 (I heard of this lady and she would make some man a wonderful wife, and yet she is unwed.)
- before 1969 (possible)
- before 29 September 1969
- Source: The Great Secret ¶15 (I received a letter from a young lady who is still in school. She is majoring in music as she wants to be a composer.)
- before 1969 (possible)
- before 7 March 1969
- Source: The Game of Life ¶13 (And, here is a lady in her middle sixties, she confessed to that (I’m inclined to believe she is even older than that) but she had nothing and all of a sudden she began to put this into practice. “Something wonderful is happening to me now! Something won…)
- before 1969 (possible)
- before 7 March 1969
- Source: The Game of Life ¶20 (Another lady (she is here tonight) said, “I saw myself lying in state, ghastly pale like one that is dead, and then suddenly out of my body rises a giant of a man. I can see his feet now standing out of me. And that was it, this man.”)
- before 1969 (possible)
- before 7 March 1969
- Source: The Game of Life ¶50 (A friend of mine in New York City she played at the Music Hall, and I would test her. I would hit a chord, any chord, and she would instantly call it. I could hit a discord and she’d call it.)
- before 1969 (possible)
- before 30 January 1969
- before 9 January 1964
30 January 1969(refuted)- 9 January 1964
- Source: The One Greater Than John ¶12 (He drank heavily; my father was a very heavy drinker.)